At an early age I longed to find deep meaning in life. When I was eighteen I decided to take a semester abroad program through The School For International Training in Tibetan language and Buddhist philosophy located in India, Nepal and Tibet. During that time I met and took teachings from His Holiness, The Dalai Lama . I also participated in a one month meditation immersion course at Kopan Monastery in Nepal. This was the beginning of my journey in Tibetan Buddhist practices that changed my life forever. Passionate about meditation I went into silent retreats guided by my teachers and continued my studies and practice for three years off and on in India at Tushita Retreat Center. Upon returning to the United States I helped to open Land of Medicine Buddha in Soquel, CA with Dr. Chiu Nan Lai where I continued my practices and studies, and began to teach. From the day I listened to the Dalai Lama's teachings in India I knew I had found my path and I have continued on this path to the present day. I have taken numerous teachings over the years from the Dalai Lama and other Lamas and teachers, including an online semester course on meditative techniques at Maitripa Institute with Yangsi Rinpoche.
My commitment to the practice of Tibetan Buddhism is an integral part of my life. As I continue on this amazing journey my hope is to share what I have learned and benefited from so that you too can find well-being and contentment in life through meditation and yoga. I have led secular meditation for individuals and groups throughout Vermont for people of all ages and faiths since 2000.
I helped facilitate the visit of The Dalai Lama to Middlebury College in 2012 (pictured here during his visit).
Benefits of Meditation:
Focused attention inward on a specific subject or object without following thoughts allows the mind to settle. It breaks the usually continuous flow of thoughts and emotions. This causes such thoughts to subside moment to moment. Thus, by occupying the mind with open awareness and concentration we cleanse it of all positive and negative conceptual thoughts and thus remain in a neutral and calm state of mind.
Because an unspecified state of mind like this is unburdened and supple, it is relatively easy to generate it into a constructive state. After some time in this settled state we are able to focus on an inner clarity that leads to a place within which we have not yet discovered. It is a state of mind totally rested, peaceful and fully awakened to experience the truth at each moment. The longer one can remain in this state of mind without distraction during meditation, one can experience their true peace of mind and carry that into their daily life experiences.
*An excerpt from a Middlebury College student's final paper from a semester meditation course I taught:
"If you were to survey college students around the world and ask them what their favorite
day of the week is, the most likely response would be either Friday or Saturday. If their answer were Friday, the emphasis would be on Friday afternoon (and night, obviously.) While I cannot say they were my favorite part of the week, our Friday afternoons spent in Axinn challenged my identity, pushed me in ways I did not know were possible, and taught me just how difficult mindfulness meditation could be, especially when practiced with intent. From our first meditation session, Chessy Kelley immediately served as an inspiration to me. Hearing her talk about her experiences, from a discontent with her college lifestyle to packing up her life and living in Nepal, resonated with my identity as a transfer student. Her calming and wise presence, fitting for her profession as a yogi, made me feel safe and secure in a setting where I was not always at ease. The fifty minutes spent together were split into two different meditation segments, both facilitated by Chessy, with time left at the end for reflection. These sessions were not only the longest I had ever meditated, but over time, I realized they were also the longest periods during the week in which I sat alone with my thoughts, with no other stimulation present than my own brain. This then brought me to another haunting realization: I am extremely uncomfortable being alone with myself."
Live recording at Vergennes Congregational Church.
Short 10 min meditation
Short 10 min meditation recorded for Middlebury College Students
Short 10 min meditation recorded for Middlebury college students
Short 5 min meditation recorded for Middlebury College students